Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Dark boeld

I am still skeptical about posting this, but I'll go on with it anyway. It is the first song I am going to admit to fully writing and it came in a dream. Yeah, in a dream, whether you believe it or not. My concern with sharing this song is that even though it captures a reality I have been through, it doesn't represent anything I believe in.It is intended to be one of those black, acid rock songs, and I hope my music skills develop well enough for me to read it someday before I die... . Here goes..

Your light darkens my day
When I see your smile, gloom drowns my heart
You've chained me to your way
You started this fire that burns me from within
Oh, how can I escape
The best thing that turned my world to gray
My reflexes worn out
You make me loathe every inch of life

You have trapped me
You have made my essence sore
My inklings betray me
What I had was what you bore
And nothing can save me
Nothing can piece back what you tore
I have lost the last drop of blood
Only tears run through my veins now

Dust clouds and sulfuric winds 
Is all I have come to know
Salvation seems nearer
It comes in chariots of death
How can this be hope
When it brings more pain than I have ever seen
And how can this be love
When it messes everything I have ever enjoyed

It was all good at the beginning 
Life was beautiful as the sun
You started out slowly
Wiping the surface of me clean of innocence
Now I'm stuck in a pit
Constantly sinking in its mud floor
My spirit has been made poor
Lacking any virtues to hold on to


You have ensnared me
You have made my essence sore
My inklings betray me
What I had was what you bore
And nothing can save me
Nothing can piece back what you tore
I have lost the last drop of blood
Only tears run through my veins now

Dust clouds and sulfuric winds 
Is all I have come to know
Salvation seems nearer
It comes in chariots of death
How can this be hope
When it brings more pain than I have ever seen
And how can this be love
When it messes everything I have ever enjoyed

I just made this last part up... if you feel like this ever, i'll be happy to share how I came out of this.